I think today is a good day for a drive by the mountainside. There will always be days when you maybe too tired to remain seated and stagnate slowly drowning in the crowd. You need to find yourself once in a while. You can only do this if you are alone. Maybe it's also feasible if you are alone with someone or with people who really love you unconditionally for who you are. Unfortunately there is not much people like that around so yes, just be alone.
Sensei Bob:Head Instructor of The Forge, LLC4th Dan-Kyokushin Karate, Phoenix Karatedo Association, Kyokushinkai InternationalSchool Teacher with 16 years of experienceHusbandDadAll around swell guy